8 years

What has 8 years given me?

Clarity

Humility

Healing

Forgiveness

Freedom

These ring true, but what if I’m asking the wrong question?

What have I given 8 years?

Shame

Judgement

Trauma

Failure

Fear

Lacking a true measurement of how much I have released into the past 8 years doesn’t change my certainty that the past 8 years were never filled to the brim.

A paradoxical tilt allows 8 to become infinite. The vessel of these 8 years could hold whatever I had to give and more.

What will I pour into the expansive depths that lie within in the marked time I have left?